Friday, January 2, 2015

Broccolli is the new cake

I must confess.

I {loath} most veggies. Most. Not all.

I do like broccoli. And last night I envisioned my steamed sea salted {lite of course!} broccoli as a big piece of chocolate cake with mounds of buttercream frosting.

It is just not the same. I hate being fat. I hate feeling like the stay puff marshmallow dude from Ghostbusters  as I waddle across my floors.

Im pissed off at myself. Im pissed off at my husband who has not reached the weight gain age yet. He's 24. Screw that. I am pissed off that I did not start doing this in my teens and taking care of myself.

And I really hate to work out. I do not even want to use the E word. Its filthy.

BUT..... it must be done.......

-Steph

Thursday, January 1, 2015

New Year New You??? Bah Humbug!

Yep its 2015. Everyone is running around making their  posts about new year new me.

And yes while I am resolving to change things about myself, I do not want to be a new me. I love me. I just want to make a better version of me. A 2.0 model as you may call it.

I might only write a sentence a day on my blog. I might get so mad or frustrated and not have much to say. But its better than nothing.

So on that note here's my starting weight: 270 lbs 
Goal for January is to loose 15 lbs and cut out fast foods again

If you are on a journey i wish you all the luck in the world!!!!

xoxo
Steph