I look like a beachball with legs....

Ugh.

I have let myself get off the path I started on over a year ago.

I have kept up with all my calories, but of course when you are consuming crap you don't need every day ( fast food, candy bars, soda's) it reallllly doesnt help  much. Just makes me go what the hell am I doing.

Ive tried to start about 50 times since i fell off awhile back... and nothing ever stuck.

I feel like a beachball with legs- fat, overstuffed, cant move, back hurts, bloated. It SUCKS.

I have resolved myself that I cant just jump back on the band wagon anymore. I have to ease back into it like im putting on my fat jeans and they do not fit.

Im going to look into the community center's gym and water aerobics stuff. I need to do something that I Like b/c otherwise IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN.

Summer is here. Another fat summer. Another summer with avoiding a bathing suit in public.

Dear God  I need to change.

Pray for me. Pray with me.

xoxo
Steph