First Goal- made it... but not without a struggle

I am human. I wish I could say " Oh I lost 15 lbs in my first month and didn't change a thing about what I did."

And anyone that tells you otherwise is either full of crap, wants to sell you something, or is blessed out the wazoo. I am none of this. I am honest. It is HARD WORK. Anyone that tells you there is a miracle pill, diet, drink, incantation ... whatever it is and you do not have to work with it (exercise) is dishonest. I am sorry if this makes anyone mad... well no really I am not. Why lie to people? Why?!? Not only does it make you look bad, and makes me distrust anything that comes out of your mouth, but it hurts those that need the help.

I have 2 days left of my first two months and finally hit my 15 lbs mark. And it was HARD. All I did was thinking about, dream about, fast food. And cupcakes. And donuts. 24/7 I feel like all I wanted to do was just eat and tell myself " Well tomorrow's another day..." Because that is all I have done in the past. Screwed up one day, told myself I could just start again the next day, and then let it slide. Its a bad cycle.

So with that being said i have met my first goal of 15 lbs.

And i have finally gotten off my butt and walked my first mile.

Im exhausted.